it’s funny how i’m always the one that is alone in the end. I try to be the best and then i fall once again to someone i care about.
i’m tired of being unhappy, i just wanna smile with someone! Someone that understands me for me, someone that will take in my stupid stories.
I’m tired of people taking my place in things.
someone is always better.. when i’m good at something
SOMEONE has to ruin it and make EVERYONE go to that person.
=/ will i ever find a place where.. I can fit in and no matter how hard the other person tries they will NEVER fit in?
Sometimes I wish i can just Do something so that everyone will know WHO I REALLY AM, but it’s hard to just let go of what people judge me as. EVERYONE that i know does it. NOT ONE person really knows me for who i really am. People try, and when i speak out just once, people are either mad.. or they just forget about it. Things are always my fault. So i just sit back and watch the drama roll around the room, and do nothing. Maybe when i’m gone, i can be who i realleh want to be. The first friend i’ll make, i won’t make the same mistake of hiding myself ever again.
Aww, Bear made my night <3 i think this has been the best day on gaia in a looong time
(new gaia crush)